Today

i woke up to find that all my alarm clocks (digital clock + handphone) were blaring madly. wierdly, i didnt wake up because of the noise, but because of the azan from my laptop @____@
i felt VERY groggy and sleepy and sluggish. ahaaa. i knew i had a weird dream but i forgot how it was. mehh...
so after the prayers, i fell asleep on the prayer mat, as usual xDD kekekkee
after breakfast n all, i started thinking about today. it's valentine's day (gehh)
dont get me wrong, i dont have anything personal against 14 feb. to me it's just a normal day eh.
but the lovey doveyness of this day just makes me....regurgitate lol

i dont believe in love. the kind that involves a guy and a girl being a couple and all. NAY that is FAKE LOVE. CINTA NAFSU k. even after marriage, i wouldnt feel differently about it. i would only marry in the name of God, insyaAllah. i wont ever marry in the name of love.

i believe that love is universal. it's just the same for everyone. it's got only one name, which is LOVE, so it should be just ONE thing yea?
i see everyone as my own family. i love my family more of course.
i take the hadis by dearest Prophet Muhammad saw close to heart, which is "love your neighbours as you love yourself". =)
that's my awesome(?) realisation of the day. w00t.

in the afternoon, went to a wedding (OH the IRONY) with my family. i reeeaaally dislike weddings. it's annoying and everyone's noisy and the young kids dont have much to do but watch all the oldies greet each other and all the glitter and glam and SEE-THROUGH BAJU KURUNGS (urghh) just hurt my eyes. so much.

i will never like weddings.